- Follow Kaeryn Mitchley’s Agenda
The Agenda: Day 199
I’ve spent the last three years running, trying to avoid the consequences of my actions.
Foolish enough to believe that I didn’t know what I was doing back then.
Stupid enough to think being scared was a good enough reason to try and drive people away.
I didn’t know how to receive love.
I didn’t know how to love myself.
So I couldn’t believe it.
I chose to believe that it was all a lie, a joke, a horrible cruel prank.
I didn’t trust others, because how could I believe them capable of something that I was not?
I’m still scared, terrified even, but it’s time I acted decently.
So I said yes.
I’m believing that we will experience full restoration.
I’m commiting to this with all I am, and I’m making it right, tonight!